Since last Monday, … Roy came home from Kingston General Hospital and passed away around midnight Friday night/Saturday morning. On Saturday afternoon we celebrated a wedding with Bradley and Janice. Our first regularly scheduled Service back in the Old Church was on Sunday morning. …Busy week.
The Service on Sunday morning was quiet. Several of us were away, resting — having spent long hours in Vigil with Roy. There were only fifty of us in The Old Church. The Old Church seemed empty, in a way. Roy was one of the reasons why St. Thomas’ is still going after all these years. He was an extraordinary person who faced his illness head-on. And, in his very quiet way, he was a resource to every one of us. We were a thoughtful lot.
Also, the Select Vestry is about to close the Old Church semi-permanently. That is, we’ll close it — board it up — until/unless we can find some basis of support for it. It’s an expensive building to operate. We need a million dollars to save it. And we need that soon. Norman preached this morning and spoke to these issues. It was stuff we all knew. We’ve known it for years. Now the time has come for us to act — before we fritter away the rest of our capital assets. We’ve seen this coming for quite some time. Now there’s action. On Sunday morning we were a very thoughtful lot.
I think that one of the reasons for action at this time is that people are thinking ahead about the money — and about our assets — and about the importance of those assets for what we are doing now and what we might be doing in the future. There are so many things that are really great going for St. Thomas’. We don’t want to jeopardize them by spending money on The Old Church — money that we really don’t have for a resource we don’t absolutely need. The primary ‘market’ for The Old Church are people from other churches — or with no really active church affiliation — having their Weddings, Baptisms, or Funerals. People like The Old Church for its quiet dignity, its history, its commodious space. Generally, they have paid little or nothing for that resource. The Select Vestry is trying to change that. Hopefully, closing The Old Church will bring the matter to a head for many, who might not otherwise have thought about the matter. Some people have advocated that we close The Old Church now — before the tourist season, because the ONR (Ontario Northland Railroad) and MFTA (Moose Factory Tourist Association) benefit from The Old Church. It’s a major tourist attraction on The Island — maybe THE major tourist attraction. But none of that tourist traffic has resulted in any significant support of The Old Church. Different people have different concepts about what should be done. Mine is that — one way or another — The Island community take over the ownership and management of The Old Church (and Cemetery) and run it for The whole Island. That already happens in a de facto way for The Cemetery. People generally expect that they can use The Old Church anyway they want — as long as the Anglicans pay for it. Those days are gone — finally.
And St. Thomas’ can go on doing what it has been doing for years: be the space where those doing The Lord’s work can come together for healing, ministry, and celebration — and a lot more. On the basis of my experience I don’t think that the Church is in any trouble. It’s the institution that is in trouble. Or, rather, it’s changing. Whereas The Old Church was the key to the operation of St. Thomas’, it now is a wonderful luxury. Wonderful, but unnecessary. St. Thomas’ has more Bible Study groups than I will ever know about. People are constantly doing things for each other — things that really are ministry in all kinds of ways. If we count those who are into Native Ceremonies and Spirituality, we have five houses of worship on The Island. All of us are trying to do more or less the same thing (though some would disagree with that.) The problem is that we can’t figure out how to do it together, except when there are major crises affecting all of us — bad crises like funerals and good crises like weddings and baptisms. And, even then, collaboration and cooperation don’t come easily.
None of this is new. It’s true all the world over. In this particular part of the world The Church started in the family teepee — not all that many generations ago. Worship happened at home, necessarily, amongst the extended family, out in the bush. Eventually there were buildings, such as The Old Church, in villages, where families gathered, at first, seasonally. The Anglican Church came over from England well after the show had started. For a while, all — or most of — things religious were gathered up in the Anglican/HBC Establishment, located in the village. Native Spirituality was driven underground — or out west. The Roman Catholics moved into some communities as well — Albany, Attawapiskat, Fort George. Sometimes the Anglicans and Roman Catholics got on with each other. Sometimes they did not. Kashechewan, evidently, is what happened, when they did not.
As the patriarchal establishment weakened, the Native Traditions began to surface again. Many are exploring their Spiritual roots — roots that predate contact with any Europeans. This is an exciting time — for them and for people like me who applaud their work. I believe that from the context of Native Spirituality they may understand far better what Christians brought to Europe centuries ago than the local indigenous in the first few centuries of the Christian era.
Evangelical and Pentecostal groups also have started in many communities around James Bay. They are growing. In some communities they are displacing older Anglican and/or Roman Catholic groups. The Anglicans, anyway, are being challenged to re-invent themselves, on the whole, as a non-Establishment Church. This is an exciting time and place to be an Anglican, because everywhere one is confronted with questions like: What is Church? What do we do? What do we stand for? Who are we? And so forth…. This is what’s going on with Moose Factory and St. Thomas’ Church. And everywhere there’s life in the Church the answers come from the story and person of Jesus. We’re being challenged to understand ourselves in a way for us that may be quite new for many of us, challenged as to what we believe and what we are doing about (or in response to) that belief.
St. Thomas’ is a self-supporting Church. We get no subsidies from outside our congregation. Many people around here don’t know that or don’t believe that. And the more distant they are from the active or participating congregation, the more that seems to be true. Structures — whether they be buildings or organizations — are all subject to review and revision: Do we need them? Can we afford them? What do we need in order to do what we are called to do? The Old Church is just one big piece in a big puzzle. The show will go on with whomever, or wherever, or whenever. All I we have to do, is to keep the faith — and act accordingly. The rest will take care of itself.
All of which brings me to general Convention. (And, you ask, how’s that?) The Convention just elected a woman to be the next Presiding Bishop. After all these years of numerous functionaries and judicatories harping on one issue after another, fulminating endless bigotry, and finally threatening The Episcopal Church that if it doesn’t shape up (repent, apologize and mend its ways) they’ll expel it from the Anglican Communion, what do we do? We elect a woman to lead us. Not only a woman, but a rather intelligent woman at that. Finally there is hope.
So what if they DO expel us? It won’t be a good thing, if they do. But in the end, they’ll thank us — or their successors will thank us — for what we did. After all, someone has to lead if we are to go anywhere (forwards). And General Convention stepped to the plate, answered the Call, and did something immensely creative. All of the debate — or most of it, anyway — has been simply an excellent means by which to avoid what we can do, what we ought to do, and what we are called to do. The debate can go on for ever. So can ministry. It’s our choice. It looks to me as though General Convention made a choice for ministry.
Tonight we have the Family Service for Roy. The Funeral will be tomorrow. Both will be at The Community Center. The Old Church would too small for the crowd, although we will read The Commendation in The Old Church for those who can squeeze in for a minute. Trudy will have a training session this week for some of the young people who will soon sit at Vestry Meetings. Bobby will start preparations in a day or so for the Great Chinese Take Out Extravaganza scheduled for this coming Sunday evening.
And the show goes on. Praise be to God!
I’m not sure exactly where or how this one fits in, and I’ve already mentioned it somewhere in these pages — but altogether too long ago, I think. An Elder once told me that the best dog-sled teams had a female in the lead. All the rest, who followed, were males. There were several benefits from this arrangement. One was that a female almost always was smarter than the males, and there are stories and legends about the lead dog finding the way through impossible and unimagineable conditions. Another benefit was that the males spent all their time, energy, muscle, and brains trying to catch up to the female. They never quite made it, of course, but the sled moved. Oh, did it ever move! Now, how does that relate to The Church?